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fasting, purging, and everything in-between

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[Aug. 1st, 2010|01:51 pm]
fasting, purging, and everything in-between
natural_beauty1
[boofybum]
Hey Everyone,

I loved when i was loosing weight when i could run my hand over my body and even though i saw myself as fat i felt the goal of being skinny being closer , now seens recovery i cant stand to look at myself , i hate making love too my boyfriend cause of my weight i hate the clothes i now fit into and weight i am at.

I started cutting down my eatting and first thing that happens is my boyfriend has  go at me going oh back to that are we , oh ths is great ur going back to that shit , hey hunny every heard my body my chocie my life so piss off?

I'm sick of the control people seem to think they have on me news flash you dont , i want be who i want be and this is what i want , and considering i cant get support off people in my world i have returned back to my world here to the people who understand me and know who i am , in the past i had support from lots of girlz on LJ , and here and i hope i can find that again , i just ask please dont judge me or have a go at me just give me support me please like in past where we can talk our diets , what we are doing best way i could go about it and shit please

One thing i do know i have to start doing again is working out i havent done it in 2 years and it not kool :)

Love to all

Jan

CW - 55-60KG
LW - 44KGS
HW - 65KGS!

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From: boofybum
2010-08-23 06:15 am (UTC)
im 5'2
HW: 69kg
LW : 39-40KG
CW - 55-58 KGS!!!!!!

:(


i was fasting just tea and water till i get back on track ... but yeasterday my boyfriend made me eat toast with tamoto and chesse grilled and that was 3 slices as he hates when i strave but boof that was yeasterday today a new day. Mind you he brought me 2 strawberry dounts and is like ur having two :P yeah right good luck!!!!!

I understand what ur saying but god damn ur skinny 46kgs just if only i was back at that xx
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From: boofybum
2010-08-24 04:22 am (UTC)
thanks hun im staying strong ,... going start a fast 2morrow again and start fresh just gotta stay strong =)
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