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water fasting <333 [Dec. 30th, 2010|12:35 am]
fasting, purging, and everything in-between
natural_beauty1
[natashacakes]
Wow...... i am soooo pathethic. I read some of my entries from a while back.. and im like.... "i stiiill havent lost all this weight?" all this garbage? all this life ruining fat..? REALLY???? am i fucking serious?

I knew I needed livejournal. I KNEW i needed you guys for me to do this. I quit for a while.. I havent been on for 6 months... i ditched. I got scared, and just ditched.

I lost some weight the kind of healthy way.. but guess what.. my ED came right back in and now im still at a high weight. Ew its grose.

I hate it.

I want my skinny face back.. my skinny legs.. my skinny gorgeous shoulders... my flat tummy... I want it. More than anything.

I have the biggest inspiration right now.. a boy.... a boy I met that lives on the other coast of me.. ahaha but.... i feel like I just like him SO much. and I want to be perfect for him... perfect. I want him to look at me and be absolutely amazed. He webcams for me... and he is SOOO ADORABLE!!! omgggg... omg SOOOOO CUTE!!!! im in loooove lol ;) but.... i STILL havent webcammed for him...... i used SO many excuses... but i cant just say IM FAT. im trying to lose weight.. ummm just wait a few weeks. I cannot say that.

Im tired of using excuses, and not letting him see me, only pictures. I WANT TO LOOK BEAUTIFUL ALL THE TIME.
for him.... for us. <3

I'm more inspired than others.. and i reallyyy want to do it with you girls :) i missed you so much...

I'm fasting until I lose 20 pounds. My goal is to be 20 pounds lighter before I can let him see me.... that will only take about 10 days fasting if i do this right :)

:D

Whos with meee??? I will be updating every single day for you girls :) I'l weigh in tomorrow, and tell you how everything is going. ahhh IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD

Imma do this.. 20 pounds YOU WILL BE GONE!!!!!
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[User Picture]From: Priscillia Dike
2014-03-25 08:53 am (UTC)
what will i say but nothing just wanna say thanks to my godfather called prophet akhide the greatest spell caster in the whole universe may the good gods he served continue to bless him and his household and more wisdoms also on his work and also long life prosperity. am mr wyne from UK, i am the managing director of my company here in UK, pro. akhide helped me to get my wife back who diviorced me and took my kids away now we are now fully settled down with no problem and disturb from anyone of us. email dr akhide on hiss private email on PROPHETAKHIDESOLUTIONTEMPLE@GMAIL.COM or call him on +2348113056884
THANKS.
regards from Catharina
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